I'm Fine..

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun..

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around..

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be..
                                                                 --Breaking Benjamin
                                                                    "Rain"


For the first time since I can remember, I hate the rain. It feels like it's beating down on me and just yelling at me to break down. In fact, I'm so tired right now that I don't even feel like typing. But I will.


Because I'm Fine. 
If I keep telling myself that all the time, I will be.
Because that's how it works.
Because I can't Cry. 
Because I'm Strong.
Because I have people to take care of.
Because I'm Fine.


But what if I need you, baby,
Would you even try to save me..?
Or would you find a lame excuse to never be true..
What if I said I loved you,
Would you be the one to run to..?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight..?
                                                              --Ashley Tisdale
                                                                "What If"